according to the link given to me, '9 ways to get happy in the next 30 minutes', step number 3 stated reach out: get in contact with someone you haven't spoken to in a while, because having close bonds with people is one of our keys to happiness. haha, so anways i called home this morning :) no one was there other than my little brother because my dad went overseas & mummy was out. so it was a short sister-brother conversation. & now all three of us(me,sis&bro) are all on facebook! i tagged some photos of us back in bangkok in 2007, i dont look the least like them actually :( closest resemblance to my mama.
then later in the evening mama called me! so happy to hear her voice after so long because usually we just email. she asked the usual... how's school? are you still eating bread? dont stay out till too late, watch out for the swine flu!& just before we were about to hang she asked 'is there anything you want to tell mummy?' so i just spilled and told her that blcy & i were over. she was a bit shocked, probably because he's the first guy i introduced to them & we were together for pretty long, so of course i started crying again & she said i'll find someone better :) miss her many. miss my dad too!
anyways just glad that denise was there the whole time because telling my mum just made things so realistically final. at least there was someone physically there to offer a hug & a shoulder to lean on, cause unfortunate as it sounds.. being over here, its so much easier keeping things in than letting it out.
6 weeks more to home!
