sometimes its unclear to me how you define friendship. is it the person you turn to during your hardest moments? or the one you talk to everyday about random nonsense? how about the person thats been around for half your life, but never really been there?
you try to make the small talk, but it fails.
you turn over for support, you feel worse.
its confusing & very annoying.
well maybe i should stop pondering about what we are if it seems to be fading to grey. but all relationships require effort, so why aren't you cooperating when yet, you can do so with others. a simple message wont kill, a little 'hello' would be nice too. what would be best though, is when i hear things from you instead of about you.
:) frustration is getting the better of me. i've got 850 words & need another good 1500. goodbye thursday, its just me & my computer today. btw, if you dont know what im talking about, you really dont know what im talking about.
