figured that since ive self proclaimed the night off, i'll finally settle down & do a proper update :) school will be pretty hectic in the coming weeks because the semester is ending & all the deadlines are pouring in.ive got much readings to catch up with but not quite settled back into geek mode yet. i have to regain my focus once more if i want to avoid immense stress closer to november! anyways, school is pretty much tame, after tomorrow i would have 3 weeks left. time flies yet crawls on by.
my two weeks break was fantastic with ck's company throughout & the many meetups with the girls :) i managed to complete my work beforehand so i could relax the entire period. trust me, it was much needed. basically we slacked around roaming the streets of melbourne & eating a lot. drove up to dandenong for a quiet retreat in the mountains. however the roads were creepy and steep. we almost got into an accident once & lost our way several times cause the gps went crazyshit on us. in the end, it was worth it, cause the place was brilliant!
after our little road trip was party mode with the girls :) crystal came down from sydney so we got to enjoy her company for a while! dinners at shear's, hitting eve & mich & mell's 21st bash. $40 movie tickets for UP & fame on super saver tuesdays. more shopping eating and video rentals. mapo tofu with porridge, countless versions of fried rice & bad nando's. ritual horror movie nights in - texas chainsaw was bad! well rested & much found enjoyment even in the simple things.
I cant say everythings perfect, cause nothing in this world is. I cant say im fully recovered, cause id be lying through my teeth. I still dont believe in promises or even forever, but it doesnt mean i never will again. He knows, I know, my special people know, & i guess thats all that matters. like bestie mentioned, to take one step at a time.
/patience & understanding.
its more than i could ask for.
take care inside :)
