actions speak louder than words. promise me the world & it still wont make a single impact on this heart of mine cause words, can be denied later on.i suppose i did overreact & its probably true i have no right to get angry over such a 'small matter' when what ive allowed is a thousand times worse.yes, i was being 'very very ridiculous', but all along ive given you a heads up of the kind of person i am & what you can expect. im painfully straightforward but i wont pretend to be someone i am not. i guess, after all the lies, after that very tiny incident, i just cant bring myself to believe 100%. tell me its over, it all didnt matter, but it does.the last time i convinced myself it was 'nothing', it was everything.
i see the urgency in your eyes as time slips past,
but its just in the moment.
we convince ourselves its more than what is,
when all it is, is just that.
