ive always complained relentlessly about spending cny in msia where theres 'nothing to do', 'its so damn hot', etc. but it sure beats spending it alone. there is no gong xi fa cai cheer this time round, its just another day like any other. in fact ive not spent a single cent this time round cause theres simply no need to.

but to me, the most difficult part is having quality time with yourself. time to really think about things, be it good or bad. to figure out what you really want, what can and will make you happy in the future, providing you with the greatest sense of satisfaction. decisions dont come easy, even harder so when it comes to implementing them, but they have to be made eventually.